Backup Plan

Plan A: Marry a nice man. Have a couple nice children. Live in a log cabin nearish a college town. Be progressive, fairly frugal, and enjoy life. Save lots for retirement and live well then. Raise kids to be intelligent, helpful, self-confident human beings. Also raise pets (dog, cat). Perhaps also as food or food adjuncts. Contribute, do not overly deny self. Basically, WASP family life with a self-perceived progressive twist.


Plan B: Recover from divorce. Meet nice man. Try to have a couple of children or adopt. Think outside the box. Be flexible about places to live, types of houses, stuff to own. Hike more. Try to grow/have some common hobbies. Be much more understanding of scary hobbies, if he partakes of them. Learn from first go-round. Be progressive, be happy. Raise pets. Simplify: be mindful of energetics/karma/happiness/mutual etc. etc. Exude positive energy - Respect "where" others are - Insist (in myself) on what I know I need --> That is, Health - mutuality - balance - Passion - respect - intelligence. Basically, Hip progressive adoptive family that gets a second chance and maximizes it to incredibly good outcome.


Plan C: Who the fuck knows. I think I may be (?headed?) there now. It's got to be better than Limbo. Now, feel the falling back into fear-based living that I left long-long ago. Must actively construct Plan C, soon. It will need to involve attention to energetics, Passion, health&balance, and hiking/walking - but I'm not sure what else right now.



How this came up? My fav media, public radio. Thank you PubRad for always challenging me (or prompting me to challenge myself.)