how is it you think you something is about one thing,
and it turns out it's about something completely different.

i am completely spent.
or I hope i am.

self-awareness checked out.
who knows when, but i haven't seen her for a while.

Sheba, I miss you.

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And am a bit freaked out. Someone crossed my mind a day or two ago - someone i didn't care much for from my past, who i never think of. And they just friended me on Facebook this morning. Fucking ugggh.
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two or three hrs of sleep is not enough
guts ripped out
heart battered again
didn't see this coming
cycling - just cycling